basically

Just because someone gives you daps, or speaks when they see you, doesn't mean that y'all are friends. I'm starting to learn that. Someone I thought that I was fairly cool with completely showed their ass. I've considered lashing out, but why bother? As I step into a new school year, I really have a desire to do things differently. No more play-play. No more foolery. And if I were to lash out, though I'd feel great in that moment, I would be backsliding into the negativity that I've fought so hard to get out of these past few months. Has it been easy? No. Hell to the muthafuckin' no- but I did it. Am I perfect? No. Do I still slip up every now and again? yes. But I'm trying my hardest to prevent one too many slip-ups.

I guess the moral of this post is- if you have folks in your life that are acting strange towards you, and your first instinct may be to act a damn fool- STOP- THINK ABOUT IT- try something else.

Leave them fools at Jesus' feet.

Chill.

I'm going to FORCE myself to make a blog, cause this shit don't make NO sense. Haven't blogged with meaning since June. 

It's the long (Labor Day) weekend, Sunday to be exact- and I'm at my Auntie's house in Long Island. I always knew that my fam rocked but, my fam rocks extra hard. they're bombtastic. I've been having so much fun.

I guess the trouble with blogging is- is you have to have something to report. I don't. It's been an awesome summer, I've enjoyed laying around, and I'll be heading back to school shortly. I'm kinda excited about it. I can feel the growth already!

Senior year is NO joke, and I have NO time to be fuckin' around. So, I'm going to chill hardbody these next few days, and then get myself into grind mode. 

I know I don't have maaaad followers or anything, but- I'm really sorry for slacking on this blog. I love writing, and it's something that I'm actually good at. I will NOT let this talent go to waste. One love.

:)

HAPPY LABOR DAY, Y'ALL!

DRINK, EAT, PARTY, AND BE MERRY.

WOOT WOOT!

UGH.

I miss blogging!


-Be back soon.

Michael Jackson.

"If you enter this world knowing you are loved, and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with." - Michael Jackson


One time for Michael Jackson- a LEGEND.

I'm having difficulty with that phrase the "King Of Pop" because he was so much more than that. He influenced ALL genres of music- from hip hop all the way to rock. Not to mention, he's the influence the Chris Browns, the Ushers, the ne-yos - hell, the ciaras of the world! He taught the girls how to GET IT- from the likes of madonna, to beyonce, to rihanna, to Janet Jackson!

True greatness.

That man was an ENTERTAINER in EVERY sense of the word. He could sing, he could dance his ASS off, and- unlike many other "artists"- including some of our favorites- he put on a DAMN GOOD performance/live show.

I refuse to shed light on any of that negativity that's going on about Michael Jackson, because if you dig deep enough, you'll find skeletons in ALL of our closets. I despise the fact that even throughout all of the wonderful years and music he's given us, some folks would rather shine light on the negative. He changed the game, yo. It's no other way to put that.

Thank you, Michael Jackson. Thank you for the music, thank you for being an ICON, thank you for being THE BEST THAT EVER DID IT. I pray that you rest in perfect peace.

yesssssssssss

just being able to write something- ANYTHING- feels AWESOME.
I've missed you, o' blog of mine.
I'll be back- on some real shit, real soon.

holler.





-Autumn.

wait, what?

Megan Good has a single out, entitled "starstruck".
what is this fuckery?



I still don't know what she talmbout.


mama, stick to acting. You're barely good at that!
Sheesh, everyone's putting out records. I'm gon put one out too since it doesn't take much!


total GARBAGE.